Stepped on the scale for the first time in a while last night. Never really cared about weight before… Then I noticed I’ve gained 20 pounds. Which is also 20 pounds more than I was in college. Luckily/unluckily it all goes to my boobs. Not a huge fan of big ones on me.

Sometimes I feel like a sim. Especially in this new house. I think the only difference is the xanax.

Today is not a good day.

I’m SO GLAD there was no tumblr when I was 15. I would hate/love to have a record of all of my phases and shit that I’ve loved. It would have been such a weird tumblr. JESUS my little sister is probably on here. I should go, I’m too old for this.

Granted, there was blurty but no one but me knows how to find that shit.

So maybe now that I’ve moved to a new town I can have more than 2 friends? Maybe meet some new people? Maybe you’ll consider it, self?

New people are scary shut up.

People are really already complaining about hearing about the earthquake! It’s been exactly 37 minutes. Are we really that in touch that 37 minutes ago is old news?

I’ve been preparing for my entire life to be completely alone forever, so no text post. I am not terrified.

(Source: l-ifted)

p: lesbian night life……really
sorry i was laughing when i saw you like that
me: ………………………………………..
p: …………………………………………….
me: im glad my interests provide you amusement hah
p: i was unaware of your new sexual interests hah
me: didn’t know i needed to inform ya
p: yes i require all modifications to your sexuality to be signed and notarized
i thought the whole lesbian thing was a joke
im sorry
i am not anti gay dont hate me


AH OK 1/2 people who know about this thinks it’s a fucking joke. FUNNY SHIT DUDE

i am so unhappy it surprises me sometimes that it’s still like this.

i wish i at least had someone to dream about.